The Healer

You see the masquerade has ceased but yet the party's just begun We are the ones to celebrate the face to face the self To make it from the pains to fact Of earthly ways, won't let another mask Distract me from my new birth dates Cause I continue growth like hair and nails Not afraid to fail but if you're not given Keep on living life like presents given In the morning on Christmas as a ten year old I witness my two by two cell, created by me and my mind Now I'm out of hell, I'ma feel it go Can you feel my soul inside this song like a horcrux I go nuts, got goosebumps on my skin when I go in And then it's space time again, come along my friends I'm going on and on until the end Sweet, sweet pain Swimming around my brain When there's nothing left to gain And everything stays the same Pain means change Swimming around my brain When there's nothing left to gain And everything stays the same Sometimes pain is my healer I watch the free rain on my will like a dealer on the corner Trying to sell me comfort from my own feelings The thing that makes me human I'm fuming out the ears with fumigation for the earthlings My passion is the birthing I'm cursing those nursing from the bosom of the devil An outlaw on the threshold of mesmerizing art Who take a gander of a gypsy Just look my way and I got you I fly to get busy with many more minds than a million I'm building up to the ceiling Say yello, my fellows Just jump right in my slump might be the petro To bend you back to shape and get you peeling back layers of the retro You The old you is now dying Welcome to the strange, land of pain, Where man must change To make way for the next lane speedaway on the highway Byways, it's a fine day for change Sweet, sweet pain Swimming around my brain When there's nothing left to gain And everything stays the same Pain means change Swimming around my brain When there's nothing left to gain And everything stays the same Easily i approach the deck singing Yes, song of peace living with No regrets a captain of the ship Labled by the flag im flying Straight to God no denying I'm a odd in defiant yet poliant Male client of the fall banks Drifting in from state to state And beyong my great grandfather's Make my hollers heard in the heavens When i pollinate And politate I'm a finer breed must give myself A pat on the back sometimes The offset the beat downs That i serve myself so often An addict i claim It but i do not Let It dominate my state of Mind with hatered for my Short comings cause im A tall order fall shorter Perfect like I should Sweet, sweet pain Swimming around my brain When there's nothing left to gain