Since You've Been Around

I'm wandering, I'm crawling I'm two steps away from falling I just can't seem to get around And I'm heavy, I'm weary I'm not thinking clearly I just can't seem to find solid ground Since you've been around I'm running, I'm hiding I'm afraid you'll never find me Because I've always felt lost in the crowd And I'm sinking, I'm drowning I'm so afraid of losing My head's been spinning round and round Since you've been around I'm foolish and crazy I just think that maybe I've got a lot of things to figure out And I'm winning, I'm losing I'm afraid of never choosing This heart of mine was so beaten down Before you came around