Outcast

Trapped in a battle with myself while I'm trying to survive, Another bullshit day into another sleepless night, Common ground is nowhere to be found, I swear I've used up every option, Forced my mind into exhaustion, In this place, With nothing but these four walls to share my pain, I'm going crazy, In a bed full of self doubt I hang my head, Anxiety consumes me And my head is spinning 'round, To make sense of this mess I'm in, Outcasting everyone, That I know I've been breaking mirrors again, Trying to find a better picture of who I am, Never stops my fears, Try to speak to me, Call it quits and you'll lose out on everything, Run away from this place, With a head full of dreams, Cause if I stay here it'll be the death of me, But if I leave, I'm never coming home The answer seems so far away Why? I've never been prepared for this, A life changing experience, I can't shake the feeling that I'll never make it, What do I do when I need a fucking break? Should I leave? Or should I stay? Outcast I've been breaking mirrors again, Trying to find a better picture of who I am, Never stops my fears, Try to speak to me, Call it quits and you'll lose out on everything, Run away from this place, With a head full of dreams, Cause if I stay here it'll be the death of me, But if I leave, I'm never coming home And I'm not judging you, But if you're doing the things you wanna do, Better pick your path, And don't double back, Better promise yourself that you'll see it through, Say goodbye to the place that leaves you lying to waste, In your eyes, In your eyes, And I'll walk and I'll fall in broken bones, And I'll scream 'till my heart explodes, Until those words are free that are burning in your soul, You can take it all away but you'll never take my drive, You can make yourself at home but I've had mine, This is why I am alive