But Not Tonight

Oh God, it's raining But I'm not complaining It's filling me up with new life The stars in the sky bring tears to my eyes They're lighting my way tonight And I haven't felt so alive in years Just for a day on a day like today I'll get away from this constant debauchery The wind in my hair makes me so aware How good it is to live tonight And I haven't felt so alive in years The moon is shining in the sky Reminding me of so many other nights But they're not like tonight Oh God, it's raining And I'm not containing My pleasure at being so wet Here on my own, all on my own How good it feels to be alone tonight And I haven't felt so alive in years The moon is shining in the sky Reminding me of so many other nights When my eyes have been so red I've been mistaken for dead But not tonight