Monster

Monster How should I feel? Creatures lie here Looking through the window Monster How should I feel? Creatures lie here Looking through the window Monster How should I feel? Creatures lie here Looking through the window I'm not afraid of the dark But I'm afraid of my heart And I'm afraid that everything is gonna fall apart Always afraid that things will never get better I went from writing down rhymes To typin' suicide letters Diagnosed with paranoia You can check my prescription I'm a manic depressive One of my many conditions I'm not a prophet or a sayer But I'm seein' a vision My life, it was beyond it on a one-way collision If ignorance is bliss Then I'd be void of any sorrow 'Cause I don't wanna know the outcome Of today or tomorrow I just wanna hide inside my own private hell How could I ever get to heaven When so many angels fell? I'm just a human being And I'm just only bein' human With eternity and judgement From another always loomin' It's a wonder that I made it With these voices in my head With all these monsters at my window Starin' at me in my bed Monster How should I feel? Creatures lie here Looking through the window Monster How should I feel? Creatures lie here Looking through the window Monster How should I feel? Creatures lie here Looking through the window If you're a friend to me or kin to me An enemy or into me I'm beggin' on a bended knee Come and put an end to me Put me out my misery Permanently, no injury Tired of fightin' entities I'm runnin' out of energy Feel like a lost boy Searchin' for the answer Just waitin' on tragedy A heart attack or even cancer So many monsters hidin' Waitin' 'round the corner for us If life is like a song I'm at the verse and searchin' for the chorus Maybe I should stop or take a moment Put it in perspective Maybe I should take a knife Or take a life or get injected I just wanna go out On my own fuckin' terms Knowin' it was me that put me In the dirt and with the worms I think I'll pop another pill Try to heal the ill Wash it down with gasoline And light a match and that's for real But I'll just probably go to sleep And try to clear my head Hidin' from these monsters At my window, underneath my bed Monster How should I feel? Creatures lie here Looking through the window Monster How should I feel? Creatures lie here Looking through the window Monster How should I feel? Creatures lie here Looking through the window Monster How should I feel? Creatures lie here Looking through the window Monster How should I feel? Creatures lie here Looking through the window Monster How should I feel? Creatures lie here Looking through the window Are we, for real, goin' to that party with Boondox tonight? What? Of course, man, that jamboree, get-down, shindig, woo-hoo! Party with possums, woo-hoo! Gas up the General Lee!