All Gone

Every time I walk out this door, I get the same feeling, Our foundation is bricks, but there's a glass ceiling Bittersweet, no other way to convey, It's like you put it on the table, then you take it away And that's a head trip, falling over my thoughts, I'm just trying to get the picture, by connecting the dots No sense of it, in the dark, lost, looking for light, While I try and ask the question, you ain't listening right Maybe it's my fault, closed case, no discussion, Just strip it back with me, rearrange the production But I'm all on my own, my paranoia has grown, So while you go for a shower, I'm sitting checking your phone And that ain't like me, I'm way to stuck in my head, I'm hanging on, overthinking every word that you said The way you say it, if you mean it, Don't know what to believe, I wear my heart on my sleeve I just don't want you to leave This is your home, it was all for taking, More than you know, now it's all gone, all gone Wait for the fall, it was all for nothing, You had it all, now it's all gone, all gone She said, every time you walk in that door, I get the same feeling, And I don't mean to be harsh, it just ain't as appealing I'm packing bags, thinking now is my time, Because the thought of escape constantly plays on my mind And that's a head trip, you're just stuck in the past, Every time you make a change, it just mirrors the last No sense of it, if we're honest, we just play on repeat, It's like we fight to the death, without the strength to compete And I can't take that, it's you creating the plot, Your paranoia is strong, you're so lost in your thoughts And I'm so caught in the storm, I can't remember the calm, We keep on drifting apart, forgetting where we began And that ain't like me, I feel you're making me choose, I feel I'm stuck in a battle which I continue to lose I won't add fuel to the fire, because you're burning me out, You make me question it all, when we were never in doubt This is your home, it was all for taking, More than you know, now it's all gone, all gone Wait for the fall, it was all for nothing, You had it all, now it's all gone, all gone Now it's all gone, like the time that we spent, She said she had to depart, to follow that wandering heart And it's my fault, I gave her no other choice, Said she tried to explain but she was losing her voice, Now it's all gone, Like she didn't exist, she wiped me off the map, No more bridging the gap, and it's quite clear, I've been lost in my ways I added fuel to the fire, you got caught in the blaze, Now it's all gone, and it's hard to explain, Don't miss the beauty in the rain, it just helps with the pain, I need a fresh start, no baggage up on my flight It's just me, myself and I, and I'll be travelling light, Until it's all gone, until the picture is clear When I make good on my promises, And there's nothing to fear, until I feel a release I won't be carrying on, until it's all gone