Reflection Inspection

As I reflect and inspect all that's above my neck, Memories tied up in my brain stored up in a mess What's what and when happened where and how come, Do we ever have all the answers about what's been done? Yet what's past is gone and cannot be changed from that, It can be fixed and forgotten and that's that, As far as the east is from the west is how God sees our sin Once we've asked for forgiveness it's like we then begin Life as we knew it becomes new and undone from the Son Battle won turned forward from backwards and told to run No longer walking cause life's too fast, the past is past So start to look forward toward a future that's at last A relief From the pain, agony, and grief the sadness and disbelief Like being stuck with no up, mouth closed and quiet as if deceased Increase my strength to live my words and not just one day, Not one day numerical or rhetorical in hope as some say, But as a life living one day for the moment, Taking back what was stolen, Throwing down pride knowing to run from a head swollen! A reflection inspection Take a second look at yourself And choose your direction If I need to be broken then start the breakin, too much stuff start the takin I don't wanna be lying on my death bed thinking I left God forsaken My maker and King destined me for living for His Glory, And I know that because of these words most will ignore me, But if I don't take some time to acknowledge my purpose, Any use of my words about anything else is worthless, So let my energy from this day forward be with intent for His service, Let my words be verbs that I live out with a heart that's fervent He purchased me with blood and by His own shedding, Let me never forget that lest I end up regretting, So when I look in the mirror let me see your face, Let the glory be Your own with my desires replaced No chase of my own but replication of your desires, With consistency close to me- Jehova set this nation on fire.