Trigger (Reworked)

So tired of being tired and drunk and lonely

I hate myself in the morning

So much more in the morning

When it gets loud in my stomach

And my heart beats through my ears

And all the little things that I ignore

They seem to be more real

And I have the gun

Will you pull the trigger?

I have the gun

Will you pull the trigger?

And I don't recall

And I've been praying

They told me to stay away

And though the ones I have give up on me

And they're trying so hard

And I have the gun

Will you pull the trigger?

And I have the gun

Will you pull the trigger?

And my arm was fast

But your hand was quicker

I have the gun

Will you pull the trigger?

And I have the gun

Will you pull the trigger?

I have the gun

Will you pull the trigger?

And my arm was fast

But your hand was quicker

And I have the gun

Will you pull the trigger?