I Did What I Did

Friday in neon The girl to the left of me's jaded She can't feel her face I'm on the roof Way too sober for this conversation Can you give me some space? My best friend's acting a fool she's had too much to drink Mmm Her visions blurred she thinks that he's been staring at her But he's looking at me The guy that she's here for's a drag Feeling me up when she turns her back I kissed a boy and he tasted like cig Everything happened so quick I don't remember his name Or even the reason I came I'll never see him again Can't say I'm proud but I did what I did 2am phone calls You're still on my speed dial I hate it But are you still up Talkin' in the other room So she won't hear you saying That she's not enough Truth is I just want attention I'm not still attached Mmm But if you wanna tell me I'm the best that you had I'm cool with that I'm showing up at your house You know you shouldn't come out I blame the past, I'm blame the night For making me think this was right Screw all the feelings I just Wanna be feeling your touch I'm kinda lonely I'm kinda lit Can't say I'm proud but I did what I did The guy that she's here for's a drag Feeling me up when she turns her back I kissed a boy and he tasted like cig Everything happened so quick I don't remember his name Or even the reason I came I'll never see him again Can't say I'm proud but I did what I did I'm not normally this unholy My priorities are abnormally Disproportionally filled with uncertainty Take my mentality give me morality