Sunbeam

They say She's got her life all figured out A path that's clear, the perfect route But she still cries at night She tries to lock away the pain Despite the storm, she's in the rain Dancing under the moonlight Don't say you love her if you don't mean it Scars on her heart, so she believes it And she's left asking Am I crazy, am I crazy And how can I love if I hate myself Nestled in your embrace, but I can't be held Nothing's the same How could you overlook the trauma I've been dealt Did you miscalculate the hell that I have felt And nothing's the same So where do you get off A leech in the stream A vulture that feeds on the weak You said if we can't trust we have nothing But you're the one lusting for something with someone new And she's left asking How can I love if I hate myself Nestled in your embrace, but I can't be held Nothing's the same How could you overlook the trauma I've been dealt Did you miscalculate the hell that I have felt And nothing's the same I hope you can't sleep at night I hope you hate yourself The guilt eats you alive You feel like you're in hell I hope it's always there in the back of your brain That you're a piece of shit with just yourself to blame I hope you wanna die, but you're stuck on the brink In a quicksand of lies, but you can never sink I hope you say her name I hope you see her face I hope you rot away in the mess you made And she's left asking How can I love if I hate myself Nestled in your embrace, but I can't be held Nothing's the same How could you overlook the trauma I've been dealt Did you miscalculate the hell that I have felt And nothing's the same