Traumatic Addict (feat. Rory Rodriguez)

I sold my soul to feel okay Against the earth, my body stays I numb myself like novocaine I'd do anything to escape my brain Every day feels the goddamn same It's like I'm livin' in a simulation Master of the mind, but I'm still a slave And I'm just lookin' for the separation Every day feels the goddamn same It's like I'm livin' in a simulation Master of the mind, but I'm still a slave And I'm just lookin' for the separation 'Cause I'm such an addict for all things traumatic A problem for problem's sake The duality is so damn unhealthy Can somebody help me Is anyone listening Are you listening Oh, traumatic addict Oh, traumatic addict I hurt my soul to feel something The pain won't last, but I love the sting My broken mind put on display I'm never gonna let myself see the light of day Every day feels the goddamn same It's like I'm living in a simulation Master of the mind, but I'm still a slave And I'm just looking for the separation Every day feels the goddamn same It's like I'm living in a simulation Master of the mind, but I'm still a slave And I'm just looking for the separation 'Cause I'm such an addict for all things traumatic A problem for problem's sake The duality is so damn unhealthy Can somebody help me Is anyone listening Are you listening I hurt my soul just to feel what it's like To grip the pain and let it cut like a knife I tear my flesh just to watch it bleed I'll drown myself facedown to kill the insecurity inside of me Kill the insecurity 'Cause I'm such an addict for all things traumatic A problem for problem's sake The duality is so damn unhealthy Can somebody help me Is anyone listening Are you listening I miss everyone I've ever loved I can't imagine what it's like to think I gave enough So if I turn the music up and let it shake my bones Maybe someday I'll shake the feeling that I'm on my own God, is anyone listening Are you listening Oh, traumatic addict Oh, traumatic addict