The Process of Finding

I've never known myself too good

But I still tried the best I could

And I found out it's a scam we all believe

Darlin' I'm hurting hearts so bad

But I'm still trying the best I can

And I found out it's impossible to breathe

Oh, I hate it

I've lost all my hope but I'm finally getting patient

I'm tired of chasing my shadows

Of losing every battle

I need a change of pace

I'm tired of opening my eyes

Not seeing any sunrise

Too caught up in this place

It's all that I've been trying

But in the process of finding

I lose myself

I'm only falling half asleep

I guess my heart's the missing piece

But I'm learning that we're all more intricate

Now that I see the mess I've made

Oh, I can feel the price He's paid

I'm learning this is no coincidence

Oh, I hate it

When I've lost all my hope but I'm finally getting patient

I'm tired of chasing my shadows

Of losing every battle

I need a change of pace

I'm tired of opening my eyes

Not seeing any sunrise

Too caught up in this place

It's all that I've been trying

But in the process of finding

I lose myself

Lose myself

It's all that I've been trying

But in the process of finding

I lose myself