I Wish it Wasn't So

I'm not even in my twenties

I find it pretty funny

I feel like I've lived more than my dad

And I know it's not for certain

I'm tryna stop the hurtin'

I hate that I tie things to my past

Oh, I'm waiting for the day

That somethings gonna change

But I'm getting in the way

So things just stay the same

How did I get good at letting myself

Down I let my feelings stay and now I

Hold on, 'til I'm not in control

I wish it wasn't so

How do I learn to let it go

And I'm nowhere close to thirty

I feel I've gotta hurry

Even without knowing where I'll end

I hate that I'll wake up someday and my life will be past

What do I do with that?

So how did I get good at letting myself

Down I let my feelings stay and now I

Hold on, 'til I'm not in control

I wish it wasn't so

How do I learn to let it -

Go, oh, I'm not goin' home anymore

I'm tired of bein' the reason that I can't sleep anymore

How did I get good at letting myself

Down I let my feelings stay and now I

Hold on, 'til I'm not in control

I wish it wasn't so

How do I learn to let it go