Without You

I have tried to leave you But my body needs you Have to overdose so I can breathe My abuser and my remedy Keep the violence see-through So I'll never doubt you My darkness and my clarity My refuge and my enemy You kiss reminders deep into my neck So I don't forget There's no peace without you, without you So bury me if you have to, if you have to I know you're killing me, keeping me alive But the pain you kill is more than worth the price So there's no peace without you, without you Without you, without you Without you, without you You have been there sadly More than my own family You're my comforter and you're my curse The only one that loves me at my worst They think that you're so bad for me, but I don't buy it 'Cause every time that the trauma's triggered, I'm reminded That when my skeletons decide it's time to riot You're still the only thing I have to keep in quiet There's no peace without you, without you So bury me if you have to, if you have to I know you're killing me, keeping me alive But the pain you kill is more than worth the price So there's no peace without you, without you You make the bad things beautiful And you'll be worth my funeral 'Cause if I leave or I stay I'm still dead either way I know the Reaper can't be far But you'll be worth the broken heart 'Cause if I leave or I stay I'm still dead either way (dead either way) There's no peace without you, without you So bury me if you have to, if you have to I know you're killing me, keeping me alive But the pain you kill is more than worth the price So there's no peace without you, without you They think that you're so bad for me, but I don't buy it 'Cause every time that the trauma's triggered, I'm reminded (without you) That when my skeletons decide it's time to riot You're still the only thing I have to keep in quiet (without you)