I ALWAYS WANTED TO LEAVE

I always wanted to leave

I'm just so sick of how

You just divested in me

So now I gotta find the best way out

I always wanted to leave

Too many days that I've wasted

Say that I'm abrasive, complacent

Got you moving back and you can't face it

Some days I wish that both my lungs would cave

Fall asleep and never wake so that my words could breathe

Spare me all your insecurities

I've got my own but I don't flaunt 'em so religiously

Why do I keep giving time away?

Guess I just have to say

I always wanted to leave

I'm just so sick of how

You just divested in me

So now I gotta find my own way now

I always wanted to leave

I guess it's a shame

I'm so damn destructive

And you're so reluctant to mean what you say

The way you act so abused

The things you confuse

You know I always wanted to leave

(Because I'm not here)

(And I love you, more than anyone or anything, with all my heart)

I always wanted to leave

I always wanted to leave

I'm just so sick of how

You cut the deepest in me

Go find another wrist to leech from now

I always wanted to leave

Yeah, yeah

Oh-whoa-oh-whoa, yeah

Yeah, yeah

I always wanted to leave