Pressure

I keep thinking I'm in a rush Maybe I've been thinking too much Maybe I don't want it enough It's way too much pressure I cope badly when I'm madly, deeply alone Knee deep in stone Decent sleep and melatonin Showing up when I'm not slowing Down and out is my default I thrive on, drive on high results Low gain, Rogaine, balding No shame, treadmill, Usain Nobody asks me if I'm okay And even if they did I would lie and just say "I'm fine, good vibes, goodbye, good day sir" The hater inside is the Vader of shade I've never been a go-getter Who knew being better Was so much pressure? I keep thinking I'm in a rush Maybe I've been thinking too much Maybe I don't want it enough I need to get up Relieve some pressure I buy shit, like it for two days, then hide it And I get excited then drop off a cliff Eyes on the prize And the prize is a life realising that time's not a right, it's a gift Fuck up, stuck up, speak up or shut up Champagne socialist, I'm a hypocrite Melt like butter when other's suffer Tell myself it's all relative I've never been a go-getter Who knew being better Was so much pressure? I keep thinking I'm in a rush Maybe I've been thinking too much Maybe I don't want it enough I need to get up Relieve some pressure I'm too hard on myself but not in the right way It won't help if I stay in my bed all day So I should seek real help so I can help myself And work on that part before someone else I should be a vegan, stop eating living things Recycle properly and stop just binning things Be nice to strangers, dance with my wife And celebrate, instead of hate, appreciate life I've never been a go-getter Who knew being better Was so much pressure? I keep thinking I'm in a rush Maybe I've been thinking too much Maybe I don't want it enough I need to get up Relieve some pressure (pressure) Breathe