Withdrawal

It breaks my heart to say this But I believe you are a very trouble and confused young man I believe you are searching for the answers in all the wrong places I'm damaging my health I'm lying to myself I try to numb these pains But they just increase in depth From headaches to heartbreaks Panic attacks and cold waves I'm smoking cigarettes Scream into the mic But my voice, it fades away Tell me, is it true that I deserved this? Did you lie too many times to discern this? I said it's true love Ain't nothing gonna burn us But you proved me wrong Pushed me out the way Out the fucking gate I'm not an addict, I'm a lover (lover) I'm no criminal, I'm a brother (brother) Yeah Your laws do not belong to me Look, I don't need a savior (savior) I've been aiming at this life Since I was a teenager Been reaching for the light In light of all these haters But looking for some guidance This vision's for creators It seems I'm on my own It's just me and my prayers It's time to run away and sell my soul for something greater Yeah I'm not an addict I just wanna feel numb Smoking all these rillos Yeah, I wanna feel gone But my love ain't in these drugs It's all in the song I wanna change the world With my music when I'm gone I said I'm not an addict I just wanna feel numb Smoking all these rillos Yeah, I wanna feel gone But my love ain't in these drugs It's all in the song I wanna change the world With my music when I'm gone, uh I'll clasp my hands together And hold onto this prayer You never answered before Did you even care? I'll stay for one more night Then I gotta catch a flight Memories in the sand Drawn in time by another's hand, uh Withdrawals from the visions of a past life Nightmares cut the mind, a butcher's knife Addiction brings me closer Then it pushes me away You gotta search your values Or you'll waste away day by fucking day