Cast Me Out

I've been walking in these shoes too long Filling the position of a criminal lifelong Tell me, what did you expect when this life gone wrong Makes me feel guilty of a love long gone? The future did not hold It's not what I expected But the past is laid to waste My soul does not regret it Tell me Do you feel it how I feel it now? Are you drained? Tell me, has your energy run out? For all these months I was left alone somehow Now alone is how I'll treat all of this pain shut out I spent several weeks seeking to come down But this high is incomparable You see me now Eyes red and arms weak Lying on the couch Searching for the answers Got my mind on loud Let's go! Cast out I'm cast out Cast out Aiming at the liar Yeah, the truth I'll see Screaming at the killer Won't you come down please? I lead myself through trials Tribulations of the worst disease I sold my soul to music Won't you pray that I reap peacefully? I've been walking in these shoes too long Filling the position of a criminal lifelong Dragged under the stars by a storm to wash out All of this sin placed on me by the hatred of a doubt I was taken at the heart by a love I thought I knew And cheated by my best friend Can't stand the sight of you I'm lying on the cold ground waiting for the chance For my revenge to spark a match without a fucking end It's my life Said it's my life So when the world falls upon you I won't be there for the crash No one has the right to judge my decisions And nothing will take away this gift I've been given We're all given a single chance to do right by ourselves So don't ever let that shit pass you by Cast out I'm cast out Cast out No one has the right to tell me who the fuck to be And no one's gonna fight for the glory that I'll always seek I let the pain consume me, enhancing creativity So I can show this world a blessing they will just critique A blessing in disguise with eyes of animosity In order to arise in skies which are always bleak The time has finally come to reveal what I've been holding down A revolution in the making Daydreams come abound