Depressive State

In a depressive state

How long will I feel this way?

Is it forever, in my mind prisoner?

Will I be okay, will I ever be okay?

And not someone that everyone hates

Will I ever be okay?

I'm locking all the doors to my house

Lights off, no need to ever come around

You can take my number off your fridge

You'll never need it, never need it

Not even to be saved for a rainy day

If I were you I'd forget I ever knew my name

Now you wanna call and say you're sorry

But you're not sure what for

Save your apologies 'cause I can't take yours anymore

In a depressive state

How long will I feel this way?

Is it forever, in my mind prisoner?

Will I be okay, will I ever be okay?

And not someone that everyone hates

Will I ever be okay?

Who knows, chicken or egg?

I could've sworn I was happy before you left

I guess I could have been a bummer the whole time

In a depressive state

How long will I feel this way?

Is it forever, in my mind prisoner?

Will I be okay, will I ever be okay?

And not someone that everyone hates

Will I ever be okay?

Will I ever be oh, oh, oh, oh