Promise

In a world that's full of hope, why am I alone?

Had this feeling so long, my serotonin's gone

Even when I get high, why do I feel so low?

Never good at goodbyes, I hold on

I hate the man I see when I see myself

A reflection of hell, yeah

I told myself it's different, it's so hard to believe

I know that I won't change, so I sold another dream

All the lies I told are burning holes inside

And I don't, I don't know why

I broke a promise to myself

As I stand here again, all covered in mud

And I'm drenched in my sins, what have I become?

I said the last time that would be my last time

Not good at goodbyes, I hold on

If I jumped off this ledge, would you catch my fall?

Would you care at all?

I told myself it's different, it's so hard to believe

I know that I won't change, so I sold another dream

All the lies I told are burning holes inside

And I don't, I don't know why

I broke a promise to myself

All the stages I've shaken, all the roads that I've taken

Wondering if I can really make it

Feeling so depressed, I've been humbled and humiliated

All the truth I've mistaken for the things I thought save me

It's like nobody knows, at any given second, I feel like I might explode

I told myself it's different, it's so hard to believe

I know I'll never change, I sold another dream

All the lies I told are burning holes inside

And I don't, I don't know why

And I don't, I don't know why

I broke a promise to myself