Saprophytic

Despised look stained on my face

No more tears my eyes are dried and laced with hate

Nothing will ever get better or ever become easier

I clench my first as agony takes hold again

Bloodshot eyes and a head full of gas

I kneel and beg for this to all just end fast

Is anything worth it, enduring the hurt

The path of my life has taken me here

Within my vision, unable to breathe

Reaching through into my own being, gazing upwards at these faces of glass, how will I survive in these weeping days

Pushed down, left for dead, I am enslaved

Nothing is real anymore

Existing in a world of sins

Resentment of actuality begins

Unable to breath as I’m drowning in my leaking blood

Frayed visions inundate my perception

And again I’m left in a death paved vignette, everlasting

Misery forever remaining

Within my vision

Within my vision

Within my vision

I am unloved

Whispering, entering into my own personal sound

I live a life of dejection where no hope can be found

Instinctively scared as biological methods take over

Retreating into my introverted hell

This world shall be undone