Close My Eyes Before I Lose It All

You How can I forbid? When I'm tryna take my life on things you did I'ma try to close my eyes (okay) I gotta leave before it's too late Restart life and live a new day She wanna kill me 'cause she ain't okay They say it's my fault, the guilts on your face I don't really like playing all of that blame shit 'Yo ex man on that lame shit I don't care 'bout who you came with 'Cause your whole clique is so brain dead, girl Yeah, you been addicted to torturing me Threw my outside on the porch with a leash It was cutting me deep, always making me bleed I was down on my knees, like a prayer to the heavens I look up and can't find a way I can exit You letting me suffer, I wish I could dead it The way that you treat me is fucking pathetic You How can I forbid? (It fucking pathetic) When I'm tryna take my life on things you did I'ma try to close my eyes (okay) You I cannot forget I'm tryna save your mind You're leaving me behind What 'bout you? I cannot forget Realizing you were tryna eat my heart Tryna let me lose it all