TF Am I Doing

Reaching to shift the blame

I swore that I would never feel the same

I know you know I do this all the time

I can't shake this feeling that I'm not alive

Clutching to something that I've never had

Help me believe it I can't understand

Blame it on luck, I know we're going through it

I've given enough, what the fuck am I doing?

I know you know I can't crawl out of bed

I can't shake this feeling

I'm already half way dead

I'm already Half way

Dead

It's falling away from me

I won't feel the same

Clutching to something that I've never had

Help me believe it I can't understand

Blame it on luck, I know we're going through it

I've given enough, what the fuck am I doing?

What the fuck am I doing now?