Not in Control

My head hurts but i don't know why

A black cloud descends over my part of the sky

Not in control of these feelings inside

Time and time again i feel that i have to hide

Paranoia is the feeling today

The voices in my head start to scream

But i don't know what they say

A blessing or curse you see

So blind to the reality

I'm never really knowing who or what i'm meant to be

When the darkness comes i'm looking for the light

Finding some control i won't give up the fight

Promise of tomorrow in the far and distant land

I'm trying to live for today but never can

But never can

I've always been searching in the recess of my mind

Facing addiction a solution to fight

Trying to fight with those demons in my way

Knowing you're with me i know there's gonna be a better day

When the darkness comes

I'm looking for the lights

FIND US SOME CONTROL

I won't give up the fight

The promise of tomorrow in the far distant lands

I'm trying to live for today but never can

Try to live for today but never can

But never can

But never can

But never can....