How Could You (feat. Jacob Thornton)

How could you deceive me

I got friends that won't believe me

I got sins that won't stop bleeding

And some trauma that won't leave me

I thought wife was next to go

The death of a son, perpetual

This man said"I'd never know

What you been through", God bless your soul

Yo I'd make my own rules and get the goal

If I was you I'd stretch rooms and save a soul

If I was you I'd break every system clean

Then I'd pray and reverse my answers"no"

Why you leave me on read like that

Praying in the hospital bed like that

Why you say it like that

Why you leave it in my head like that

Like we seeing all red like that

Got me out in all black like why

A way

When there ain't nothing left to say

So many lessons long the way

Even when troubles come my way

My way

I know that you gon' make a way

(way, way, way, way)

Jesus said we'd do better than Him

Pray for wins when I find in these hymns

Make amends that can't account for these sins

Through my lens Lord none of it makes sense

When I pray Lord what's the fragrance

At night on my knees like how ya day went

When mom was overseas snow hit the pavement

And bills were always paid

But thoughts don't pay rent

Ugh

Man I never felt so low

How many battles we gon' lose

Until you lose hope

Man I swear it's hard to grow

Life is coming fast and I just past go

Huh

Thought I gave you all control

But I don't always trust what you gon' do with your end of your rope

I'm just a young boy stuck in the snow

Where every centimeter feels like another mile to go

Yo

A way

When there ain't nothing left to say

(say)

So many lessons long the way

Even when troubles come

My way (my way), my way (my way)

I know that you gon' make a way

(Make a way)

Away

When there ain't nothing left to say

(when there ain't nothing left to say)

So many lessons long the way

(So many lessons long the way)

Even when troubles come my way

My way

I know that you gon' make a way