10 Million Thoughts

All I ever do is wish for madness

Anything to feel something again

Since you’ve been it’s set me off my axis

And now all I wanna do is

Forget

God, why does it hurt to see you happy?

How do I stop these feelings when they come

I don’t know how I got here so don’t ask me

Either feel it all at once or

Be completely numb

And god I feel it comin’ down

In slow motion

He’s watching me break down

With no emotion

Nothings spoken

All I wanted was for you to want me

Now all I want is to be Alone

I know that you won’t listen but I’m sorry

This life of fighting with myself

Is all I’ve ever known

And god I feel it comin down

In slow motion

He’s watching me break down

With no emotion

I tried my best to speak

But I’m frozen

Bout ten million thoughts but

Nothings spoken

Bout ten million thoughts but

Nothings spoken

And god I feel it comin’ down

In slow motion

He’s watching me break down

With no emotion

I tried my best to speak

But I’m frozen

Bout ten million thoughts but

Nothings spoken

Bout ten million thoughts but

Nothings spoken

All I wanted was for you to want me

Now all I want is to be alone

I know that you won’t listen but I’m sorry

This life of fighting with myself is all I’ve ever known