Carrier

Here at the crux of my unbelief I find truth in nothing and no one Even though I'm proud of what I've done I hate who I've become Tell me how I'm supposed to feel When the only thing I think is real Is how often I've come to admit that my hope is fleeting Tell me what I'm supposed to think Never questioning anything Seeing life through innocent eyes, burned into memory I burden myself with aspiration and purpose Set it all ablaze with empty intentions I hope you haven't given up on me I give you everything I have, take my unbelief Drown me in the grace I take for granted From all the doubt that anchors me, I am finally free Set free from my misery Drifting further away from truth, carry me back to You Every regret hails on me I'm treading water, sink or swim The tide is pulling me limb from limb Carry on, You have always known my name Bring me back to You This is not who I want to be Carry on, You have always known my name Take me back, this is not who I want to be