Tunnel Vision

I never thought I'd find myself in this nightmare Lead astray by your embrace, I need to decompress I'm not strong enough to resist No matter how long I've suffered through it It never goes away Your memory's fading now The recollection of your warmth A pyre dying out You were the torch I used to light my way But we watched the embers flicker off into the cold dark I built a coffin made for two Addicted to the thought of you I swore this time would be different Bury me, drown me in the dirt before this can get worse Bound by habit, I am weaker than I think Break this pattern before it swallows me It never brings relief Bound by habit, we are weaker than we think I'm not strong enough to resist No matter how long I've suffered through it It never goes away Your memory's fading now The recollection of your warmth A pyre dying out You were the torch I used to light my way But we watched the embers flicker off into the cold dark Whatever helps you sleep at night Whatever makes this easier to live with