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Yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah Come a long way, the hard way And maybe I made it too hard Been a long fight, the wrong kind That breaks you and leaves you unsure Been fighting to feel like myself Not sure that's what I want anymore Feeling like me is probably the problem I've had all along I tell everyone I got better But what if I'm not? It's hard to face the truth sometimes (It's hard to face the truth) Oh and I tell everyone it gets better But what if I'm wrong? It's hard to tell the truth sometimes Am I always gonna just be, just be Background sad, background sad Waiting for the storm clouds to clear in my head Background sad, background sad Wondering if this is as good as it gets Am I always gonna just be, just be getting by Telling myself it's alright? Does it matter how hard I try? Am I always gonna just be, just be Background sad Yeah Yeah, yeah I got pages and pages of documentation I keep Looking for answers and patterns I've hidden in me Don't need the world in my hands Think I'd be happy with halfway content I should grow up and shut up I'm probably wanting too much Oh and I tell everyone it gets better But what if I'm wrong? It's hard to tell the truth sometimes Am I always gonna just be, just be Background sad, background sad Waiting for the storm clouds to clear in my head Background sad, background sad Wondering if this is as good as it gets Am I always gonna just be, just be getting by Telling myself it's alright? Does it matter how hard I try? Am I always gonna just be, just be Background sad At the fadin' to the background, I remember all the memories I came with I'm meant to be okay with no one to change And around me, I'm drowning And I start [?] but these [?] I play with It's kept me saying: "Again and again" When I'm sometimes takin' the pain And I tell myself: "I'll never be amazing" The cemetery's the playlist to the [?] Respecting what they said Especially when we always say: Am I always gonna just be, just be Background sad, background sad Waiting for the storm clouds to clear in my head Background sad, background sad Wondering if this is as good as it gets Am I always gonna just be, just be getting by Telling myself it's alright? Does it matter how hard I try? Am I always gonna just be, just be Background sad Yeah Yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah