Rise

Woke up again from a state of trance Same shit every day My life got out of hand White noise in my ears The way in front is blurred and dark In the unknown Did I go too far? Blacking out, I can't see And I feel like I can't erase it Erase all the pain that I live with Give up on the life that I'm chasing There's no fucking time for patience In this world that is constantly changing Lungs start to cave in I am suffocating on the lies that I'm facing There's no escape in this fucking maze of pain Will I rise, will I fall? I'm raging in the haze No more cries, take it all And crush it in a blaze Don't tell me this is all I will regret It's nothing like the hurt that I have met Don't care about the consequence, I swear Will I rise? Woke up again from the strange, old trance It's the third time today I'm scared of myself And I let it happen again Like a puppet that's tied to tangled strings Caught me red-handed Doing all the weirdest things With imaginary, old friends And I feel like it's constantly raining In my head and I just can't explain it No more wasting my time here waiting All I need is some entertainment Always feel like my life is a show, lights turning low Every single part of my mind is dark, never glows I don't wanna be another part of your broken Life so I start to sacrifice Will I rise, will I fall? I'm raging in the haze No more cries, take it all And crush it in a blaze Don't tell me this is all I will regret It's nothing like the hurt that I have met Don't care about the consequence, I swear Will I rise? I'm raging in the haze Been trying so hard but after all The world keeps changing It's breaking my heart but I lost hope Don't know if this is worth it I'm cursing myself I hate looking for help but I keep failing I'm fucking upset but I'll finally accept No one cares if you're hurting Will I rise? Will I fall? No more cries, take it all