Fetid Air

I was coming up for air I was sick, she was despair My mind was thrilling Her body was thrilling Now I weep to sleep I count the cost I can't handle all the I have lost Do you hear me? Or feel me? Believe me? When I tell you could I bleed less than is needless Could you be shamed damned and blamed Like I shame you? I was gonna get my share I was drunk on the fetid air she was breathing I was seething She was blotched, beautiful, bloody and bored I was coming and coming and coming It was running on her open sores Do you hear me? Or feel me? Believe me? When I tell you I could bleed less than needless Could you be shamed damned and blamed Do you hear me? Or feel me? Believe me? When I tell you I could bleed less than needless Could you be shamed damned and blamed Like I shame you? Like I shame you? I've got a legacy of hot night and bloody heights I was a brief baby She was my, my relief Now I hide in the light and in the love And in this fear of a switchblade Do you hear me? Or feel me? Believe me? When I tell you could I bleed Less than is needless, could you be Shamed, damned and blamed Like I shame you? Like I shame you and you and you?