I Don't Even Know

I don't even know what it's like I don't even know what I might find I don't even know It's nothing like it should It's nothing like it would Welcome home again I've never felt so stupid and alone Talk to me again Walk with me again And when I'm talking too much Slit my throat and carry me home again I remember back when this was easy Deceive me I don't even know what it's like I don't even know what I might find I don't even know