Blackout

Hello again, how have you been? You never seem to have much to say I've been awake for a week I'm trying not to sleep And you drain every little bit of me away And you know I ain't doing too well But I've found a few things that help I black out in a bar I get high in my car I drive 'round in circles 'Till I'm seeing stars I get so fucked up to forget who you are I dumb down my head so I can't feel my heart pound And black out Black out I fake it through the day That I ain't suffocating And argue LeBron with my friends And when I polish off a handle I laugh and I ramble 'Bout anything other than what I been holding in And most of the time it hurts But I've found a few things that work I black out in a bar I get high in my car I drive 'round in circles 'Till I'm seeing stars I get so fucked up to forget who you are I dumb down my head so I can't feel my heart pound And I black out I black out You know I ain't doing too well But I've found a few things that help I black out in a bar I get high in my car I drive 'round in circles 'Till I'm seeing stars I get so fucked up to forget who you are I dumb down my head so I can't feel my heart pound And black out Black out