Sinkhole

Belittle me Tell me I'm useless I want to disappear I want to dissipate I'm just a burden I feel so worthless I know I'm living but living has limits We walked on broken glass just to peer through the window The reflection cracked like a kaleidoscope I saw myself let go I saw myself let go Disintegrate ego When you're looking from the outside in You'll learn we have nothing but the moment Can you feel it? Can you feel its hold? Welcome to the bottom, welcome to the sinkhole It's coming back again I'm sinking I can't breathe I feel it sleeping in my veins like a disease And I know it's going to kill me Act like a victim (Shut your mouth!) (Shut your mouth!) A detached empty shell A detached empty shell Inside the glass, I see fragmented selves A husk, a hollow, empty fucking shell Empty shell (Going cold) I can't take it anymore I'll (Lose control) I feel something in my mind that's (Taking hold) To make due amends I will (Take control) I need to do this for myself Belittle me Tell me I'm useless I want to disappear I want to dissipate I'm just a burden I feel so worthless I know I'm dying but I'll have to face my demons Belittle me Tell me I'm useless I want to disappear I want to dissipate I feel so worthless But I'll have to face my demons I've got nothing to give now I've always feared I would disappear Now that's the only thing keeping me here Welcome to the bottom, welcome to the sinkhole This is a rapture, a ruptured soul Oh, I wish you knew! I wish you knew! How it feels to light a burning torch to seal an open wound Burn it shut! This dream will not die Illuminate the dark side