Autofocus

It is time to think of all the awful things I've done

The people that have suffered from my poor excuse of fun

The people who have cried, the people who I've made cross

I tried to make a profit from all my friends I've lost

It's time to (?) my eyes and it's time to cross my tease

Time to pay my dues until the (empty degree?)

I'm sick of being selfish, I'm tired of being a jerk

Fed up with living day to day, hiding behind a smirk

It makes me wanna vomit the way that I've been acting

But then again I think that I might be overreacting