Living by Your Wits Is Always Knowing Where the Wasps Are

The only thing I feel in these gusts Are the memories of what I was ashamed of And I'll close my eyes and try to run away, Cause nostalgia has become such a dark place I remember the time, when the wind gave me peace I could lose myself in the shelter of it's breeze So was I just unsure, or just didn't understand Either way these memories, they came flooding one by one And I will sleep to shut them out, but in my dreams I will just drown When did the silence leave my mind I was so unaware, I was so unaware Lay me to rest, just lay me down So was I just unsure, or just didn't understand Either way these memories, they came flooding one by one And I will sleep to shut them out, but in my dreams I will just drown When did the silence leave my mind I was so unaware Lay me to rest Break me out of my head I don't wanna be sleeping anymore (I wanna know, I wanna know now) I don't wanna feel shame creeping through My door (How to let go, how to let this go) I don't wanna be a product of my past (Or just simply a victim of circumstance) To take this chains and turn them in to rope The past to make me not break me I wanna move on see less