The Abandoning

Wake up sleepy wide awake I am the walking dead I am death's best friend I create disaster, I'm the master killing me There's no innocence, there's only pain, I'm empty Master, master, save me Master, master, kill me Don't give up on me now 'cause that's what I've already done My body's breaking down, I feel my mind getting numb Why do I hurt myself? Why can't I escape this hell? I am always blaming, always chasing broken dreams I keep screaming out, but no one ever hears me Master, master, save me Master, master, kill me Don't give up on me now 'cause that's what I've already done My body's breaking down, I feel my mind getting numb Bleeding from my disconnection, lost inside myself Forsaken by my own reflection, abandoning myself I'm wide awake on myself I'm wide awake (give up, give up) on myself Give up, give up I'm wide awake, save me Master, master, save me Master, master, kill me Don't give up on me now 'cause that's what I've already done My body's breaking down, I feel my mind getting numb Bleeding from my disconnection, lost inside myself Forsaken by my own reflection, abandoning myself No I'm wide awake