Bleach

I'm not fine I'm caught between the lines That I don't see I don't see I'm traumatised From hearing all these lies That you speak I wish I could wash you out with bleach I wish I could wash If I could find a word that was worse than hate I would surely say it Right up to your face At the first chance that occurs I'm not a hateful person You brought out a different version I'm not who I was before I no longer hide behind curtains This is your fault, your blame You've gone insane I called your bluff, you called to say You don't think we'll make it But I called today, I'm not okay Eyeballs are drained I've lost my way Now you got me saying that- I'm not fine I'm caught between the lines That I don't see I don't see I'm traumatised From hearing all these lies That you speak I wish I could wash you out with bleach I wish I could wash you Dye my hair with bleach Wash my mouth out with bleach Bust my fuckin' lip Clean my shirt of blood out of bleach In the curse of love You're the one cursing my dreams I don't wanna wake up If you're not laying by me and Maybe I don't get you 'cause I don't get you The kind of miss you I kind of miss you Doesn't do justice and speaking of justice I'ma need your judgement to leave in adundance Even all you what-ifs Keep to a hush, let's try to be productive This is your fault, your blame I've gone insane I called your bluff, you called to say You don't think we'll make it But I called today, I'm not okay Eyeballs are drained I've lost my way Now you got me saying that- I'm not fine I'm caught between the lines That I don't see I don't see I'm traumatised From hearing all these lies That you speak I wish I could wash you out with bleach I wish I could wash