Man in the Mirror (feat. Evil Ebenezer)

I know times have changed People come and go these days Now I'm asking myself Who's the man in the mirror? And will I always feel alone? Never feel like I'm at home Looking at myself Who's this man in the mirror? Who's this man in the mirror? 'Cause I don't even recognize me All the voices in my head won't let a guy be I'm so stressed out that I better try and breathe But I can't cause I been so fed up, I'm weak Fuck that, we gon' rise from this shit Put my life on the line, I would die for this shit Always been the outcast, now I'm the misfit I'll be busy doing me by the time they get it but. Now they tell that my music too deep How am I suppose to write happy when I always lose sleep? Six in the mornin' I'm tryna go through new beats 'Til I look in the mirror and then I wonder who's he? And why's he always lookin' at me funny? I don't care about the pussy, I don't care about the money I don't care about the clothes, I just care about the shows I don't care about the fake-friends actin' like my buddies I was 15 screamin' out makaveli And now I'm 25 stuck with this constant headache These insecurities hurtin' me everyday I been starin' in the mirror, I should learn to walk away But I can't, what the fuck's with that? All I can think about is my mom and dad And all the shit I've putted 'em through When I was young and reckless Weeks turn to minutes and the months to seconds I can't believe all the wrong that I did So I drink myself into a bottomless pit Lookin' in the mirror like I won't fall for your shit 'Til the hangover show up in the mornin' 'cause I did Huh, who would of thought? I hope the angel on my shoulder start provin' me wrong 'Cause til then I'll be back stage movin' along Battlin' these demons til the 2-6 is gone I'm sayin' I know times have changed People come and go these days Now I'm asking myself Who's the man in the mirror? And will I always feel alone? Never feel like I'm at home Looking at myself Who's this man in the mirror? Who's this man in the mirror? I'm way too sorry for myself And I'm rollin' all this weed up, hopin' it will help And if it doesn't, then fuck it, I'm out of options I feel it in my bones, it's been pressin' on my conscience I don't mean to get carried away But I've been fuckin' myself up in various ways Every mornin' is a start to a terrible day And I don't wanna be another fuckin' charity case I kick and tear up a stage, I'm tryna bring in a profit Drink away the pain in the shitty appartment More money, mo' problems, I guess And I feel like it's not worth the cost of the stress But, I'ma keep truckin' I'm a soldier Keepin' my composure while dodgin' all these boulders I had no drive when the tank was empty All the hate and envy has been placed against me And I can't seem to figure it all out But I'ma keep on pushing forward Trust nobody but myself, no I never thought I knew the man that's in the mirror Until I stopped making excuses Now it couldn't be more clear, yeah I know times have changed People come and go these days Now I'm asking myself Who's the man in the mirror? And will I always feel alone? Never feel like I'm at home Looking at myself Who's this man in the mirror? Who's this man in the mirror? Now I know I got a ways to go The city can mean and cold Now I'm looking at myself Who's this man in the mirror? When it was dark you gave me light Out here tryna make us a life Looking at myself Who's the man in the mirror? Who's the man in the mirror? Who's this man in the mirror? Who's this man in the mirror?