Don't Waste It

Was on top of the world when We got stuck in this version Imagination blurred your vision Born, raised and failed to be a perfect person And nothing's worse than Feelin' worthless, or without purpose, and always nervous But you know, deep down, that you don't deserve this And no, it wasn't worth it Caught up in personality flaws What does the fact of reality cause When the pact that you had gets broken your choking Caught holding to a lie that you bought All I heard was a knock on the day that you dropped Thoughts come non-stop Hope I heard the words wrong What an awkward topic Drop it to be honest, I promise I don't think you'll get what I'm on Was about to walk When I wondered why We could never just talk Drew a heavy sigh Back before this loss Tried to do it right Now its high-time for one of us to say goodbye Yeah, you never stopped Thinking all the time Locked yourself up in a box Stands to reason you might End the line right here if you like -Cause I'm right, inside You're still not alive And I don't know why But this just seems to happen Every time I try turn the situation around And I tell a lie And act like everything is alright You said I'd be fine But that was back when you were around And I don't know why But this just seems to happen You said I'd be fine But that was back when you were around "One day" I swore on your grave I'd be a better person But I still behave Just like an animal Locked in a cage Now I pray that a change will come So I stay And I talk like I know what I'm saying Believe all the lies, stuck in place, nervous pacing Why do I wait for this voice in my head Knowing deep down, what you did? Then again This seemed to be so promising Promises never kept so apologies An apostrophe cause I'm to blame You cut me out when we were still ok I could tell but too late, now you're already fading Gave up on yourself in this place you created Knew you needed help, an escape, but I caved in Now that you have what you want don't waste it And I don't know why But this just seems to happen Every time I try turn the situation around And I tell a lie And act like everything is alright You said I'd be fine So pick me up when I'm on the ground And I don't know why But this just seems to happen You said I'd be fine But that was back when you were around Where's my equilibrium The balance that I'm missin' in my method I need some composure I guess Let me compose myself a sec- So where's my equilibrium The balance that I'm missin' in my method I need some composure I guess Let me compose myself a second Was on the tip of my tongue But now it's missin' I'm am so sick of this Sick of it Take it away from me questioning all of this Is this a dream or reality Waking me up, stepping out of me I'm on a balcony Looking down Seems so much higher than when I was on the ground If I lets go of this now It's my only way out I just need peace let me lay down Am I on the right path Am I in too deep I often forget what it's like to be normal I'm beginning to think This decision l'm making I hope it's the right one Please pay attention The signs of depression Are all slowly showing I'm filled with regret and aggression Try letting go of life that's a life lesson And I don't know why (uuuh) Every time (Yeahh) I tell a lie That was back when you were around And I don't know why But this just seems to happen Every time I try turn the situation around And I tell a lie And act like everything is alright You said I'd be fine But I'm fading out And I don't know why But I'm fading out But this just seems to happen You said I'd be fine But that was back when you were around But I'm fading out But that was back when you were around But I'm fading out, out, out...