Dark

I really wanna say sorry For what I did 'Cause it doesn't make me And I wanted to tell you But you won't face me 'Cause I think you're quick to just say your regard And I think you won't leave a thread or a mark And whether the time seems to faze me I'll remember everything 'Cause I could depend on what I know And I could've had a shot of hope And whether it's all you try And you know what's next Well I don't want to and I don't want this If you could just hang on this And watch from beneath As I lose grip And lose me 'Cause you got a lot into me And I'll say At least The place where I'm at Is dark For me And you're trying to tell me That you're already past it When you say I'm a bastard Maybe I already know Whether it all comes from me I think That you could be here in the end I could be what you want But that's not how it was then "What do you want?", I want to feel home And where I fall, It's better shown That I could try my best to be clear But I don't want to be here 'Cause I could depend on what I know And I could've had a shot of hope And whether it's all you try And you know what's next Well I don't want to and I don't want this If you could just hang on this And watch from beneath As I lose grip And lose me 'Cause you got a lot into me And I'll say, at least The place where I'm at Is dark For me