All Alone

Somebody once tried to tell me Don't depend on anybody Yet I'm begging you for help So, won't you save me from myself? Somebody, come save me, please I'm reaching for your hand to hold To let me know I'm not alone Please anybody, try to stop me I don't really like to go there 'cause I don't know how to leave And once I'm in, I'm in there deep, so it gets kinda hard to breathe I'm all alone again, my so-called friends just left me here to bleed Now I'm laid out on the pavement hoping someone hears me scream Each incision represents a certain secret that I keep Yeah, I make bad decisions and I don't know how to grieve And though you behaved the cruelest, I'm the one that truly loses So for me this feels so useless, why did you have to do this to me? Somebody once tried to tell me Don't depend on anybody Yet I'm begging you for help So, won't you save me from myself? Somebody, come save me, please I'm reaching for your hand to hold To let me know I'm not alone Please anybody, try to stop me So what are you supposed to do when you don't wanna wake up? When you feel so goddamn hopeless that you just don't give a fuck Sick from being up all night, reminisce in twisted shit Wishing I did something different, wondering why the fuck I didn't Hyperventilating 'til I have no breath left But I'm just adding to the weight of the bricks left on my chest The secrets eat up slowly 'til I bleed And I hate everything I am Because this wasn't how it's supposed to be Now I'm lost all alone in a sea of sorrow No one cares about me, so I don't care about tomorrow When they say they wanna help me, it just feels like a trap My mind is damaged, how the fuck do you fix that? Lost all alone in a sea of sorrow No one cares about me, so I don't care about tomorrow When they say they wanna help me, it just feels like a trap My mind is damaged, how the fuck do you fix that? Somebody once tried to tell me Don't depend on anybody Yet I'm begging you for help So, won't you save me from myself? Somebody, come save me, please I'm reaching for your hand to hold To let me know I'm not alone Please anybody, try to stop me So just back up and give me a second to breathe See I just need a minute, I don't want you to leave But this could have been avoided had you just fucking warned me Didn't scorn me and insist to make me out like a liar Leave me to burn in the fire as I sat there and scorched Consuming everything around me like a human torch 'Cause only then when you feel like you can't take anymore pain Will you gain some perspective and just admit you've gone insane? So what are you supposed to do when you don't wanna wake up? When you feel so goddamn hopeless that you just don't give a fuck Sick from being up all night, reminisce in twisted shit Wishing I did something different, wondering why the fuck I didn't Hyperventilating 'til I have no breath left But I'm just adding to the weight of the bricks left on my chest The secrets eat up slowly 'til I bleed And I hate everything that I am because this wasn't how it's supposed to be