Happy (Again)

I'm not one who chooses sadness over fun But here I am in bed, stuck in my own head Can't move And it feels like I've been here for a whole lifetime So desperate for a change, barely saying sane Push through I don't know why I never thought I'd feel this way Like good days would come and that they'd always stay But even sunshine needs rain and I will feel pain Still knowing one day I'll be happy, happy again I used to pretend I couldn't color blue I chose yellow instead, thought it for the best Not true I don't know why I never thought I'd feel this way Like good days would come and that they'd always stay But even sunshine needs rain and I will feel pain Still knowing one day I'll be happy, happy again On the darkest of nights, in the highest of heights Still there is a light On the coldest of days, in the deepest of pains Still there is life Even when I can't see it and I sure don't believe it Still I'll try Cause there is a light I am alive I don't know why I never thought I'd feel this way Like good days would come and that they'd always stay But even sunshine needs rain and I will feel pain Still knowing one day I'll be happy, happy again I'll be happy, happy again I am happy, happy again