Not a Love Song (feat. Native Indian)

Let me tell you now this is not a love song 'Cause life goes on if you're head strong It's okay if you kinda fucked up You can brush it off like it's tough luck Pick yourself up day by day Write a story page by page It's okay, its okay The season's gone, you best move on Pretty good at hiding feelings Stare right through my ceiling Didn't get it on the first take Gotta room full of mistakes I'm my own biggest problem, I Fake a smile and act solemn, I I never knew how to solve 'em Been inside before the lockdown Nothing ever comes a shock now Shut myself from feeling the shame Can't stop playing video games Let me paint a clear picture Just need to clear glitches The voice in my head ain't talking much All I hear is faint whispers Mom's tryna teach me slogans A friend said I should try yoga Trekking up the Himalayas Meditate and dig through layers Gonna try and start things over Guess it's time that I grow up Sick of people asking what's wrong Fucking hate all these love songs, yeah Now I'm crossing the fault line Kept all of this love confined It's time to set it free It's time to let it be I'm choosing my peace of mind I know that I'll be fine And it if ever returned to me See that I'm not the enemy Now I'm wishing that I never brushed off premonitions Had a vision that told me i'm in for it It's infrared Got the message and it's intricate Like deconstructing the infinite And seeing all the things it implicates Gotta take it slow for the moment Rightfully own it, willfully follow my instinct Until I can skillfully zone in Overcoming anything that I'm thrown in Know that fortune only favors the brave So, would you rather live your life as a slave? Trapped in our thoughts and we called it depression But deep in our hearts, owed ourself a confession I looked at my watch and I never saw too late Got lust for this life and I need to consummate The voice in my head ain't talking much All I hear is faint whispers Mom's tryna teach me slogans A friend said I should try yoga Trekking up the Himalayas Meditate and dig through layers Gonna try and start things over Guess it's time that I grow up Sick of people asking what's wrong Fucking hate all these love songs