as good as it gets

I remember the way the light fell On your shoulders that day I remember the face you made When you got the call Just throw your hope away I type out too many messages A million things I wish that I could fix I wonder if this is as good as it gets As good as it gets If it was up to me I wouldn't have to be Counting the heartbeats In my chest You want me to believe I'll escape from tragedy But destroying myself Is what I do best Get me out Of my fucking head Sometimes I wish I could take back what I said I wonder if this is as good as it gets As good as it gets Maybe this is as good as it gets Maybe this is as good as it gets Maybe this is as good as it gets Maybe this is as good as it gets If it was up to me I wouldn't have to be Counting the heartbeats In my chest You want to believe I'll escape from tragedy But destroying myself Is what I do best Get me out Of my fucking head Sometimes I wish I could take back what I said I wonder if this is as good as it gets As good as it gets I remember the way the light fell On your shoulders that day I remember the face you made When you got the call Just throw your hope away