Mortem

Hesitation fails.

The world darkens.

My body will drift into nothing.

I will rot with the fucking worms.

Violent thoughts pacing.

Lost hope.

It's not as it seems when the motherfucking light leaves.

Every day, I find a new excuse.

Pierce the skin. Tie the noose.

Focus and repeat.

Sever the chord that connects me to reality.

I only exist as I feel the hatred breathe.

Endless hell, take control of me.

Pain demands to take its course.

To end my existence.