Tunnel Vision

Fucked in the head At the bottom of every bottle again Numbing the pain With anything and everything I can obtain I'm on a downward spiral to self destruction In no need for a god to plague my perception I am who I am A pathetic piece of shit Who can't kick the habit, I love to have it Sometimes we want what we want Even tho we know it's going to kill us I can't be without it I have to have it Fucking any girl that comes my way Hoping I feel less empty Trying to dig myself out of this grave Hoping someone will save me I've been through hell and back to see how long I last In this state of recklessness With a rolled up bill, hide from what I feel because I can't face it Can you feel the numb Can you feel your skin growing cold Can you feel your eyes rolling back into your skull Can you feel at all NO! Sometimes we want what we want Even tho we know it's going to kill us I can't be without it I have to have it I'm a fiend, a fucking addict with nothing better to do Then ruin his life and laugh at the view Of it falling apart right in front of his eyes Can you feel at all Can you feel at all NO!