awful (feat. Orchid)

Maybe I'm not the bad guy But I'm awful Keep it all inside Put my feelings in a bottle Moving too fast full throttle Guess that's what I get for being thoughtful Maybe I'm not the bad guy But I'm awful Keep it all inside Put my feelings in a bottle Moving too fast full throttle Guess that's what I get for being thoughtful I can't even see right now messed up How am I gonna walk when I can't get up In the hall I'm a student Lights off watch your whole movement And you treat me like a bad guy Got to keep my head high Everyone on standby Nobody to stand by Got to keep a hold of myself If I would've let go, you would have fell Push the bullshit into my head Never listen to what you said Check the bullshit into my head Never listen to what you Oh I felt like I tried so hard But it's never enough or a little bit too much I'm bleeding from my eyes in the ceiling Cut my skin like it's peeling Heartbeat pull it out my chest See? crush it into mess We never really meant I rip open your legs Meat eat it oh so fresh Bleed run myself to death See? ain't it oh so blessed She opened up my head Maybe I'm not the bad guy But I'm awful Keep it all inside Put my feelings in a bottle Moving too fast full throttle Guess that's what I get for being thoughtful Maybe I'm not the bad guy But I'm awful Keep it all inside Put my feelings in a bottle Moving too fast full throttle Guess that's what I get for being thoughtful