I Have Such A Hard Time Making New Friends

I had been feeling sick lately 3 days maybe 4 And he was looking at me funny like he had seen me before I threw my best right hand cross across his left hand cheek And a tragedy is written in the bathroom sink Give me back my gun Its intent is not pure He's got it bad bleeding tears upon the kitchen floor I saw a crack in your halo today Such big words for a tiny little man He said, "In my mind I am the hero today." I take 1 in the morning and 2 at 3 Another before supper and 5 to sleep Just a chemical reaction in my head It all turns upside down in my head I must have blacked out I doubled up on my meds You see I have such a hard time making new friends