Neverending War

This fear this pain

I face it everyday

These doubts this sorrow

Will still be there tomorrow

This anger this hate

Is this what's left of me

Frustration new letdown

Leads to another breakdown

Another breakdown

For so many years I suffered

Day after day fight after fight

It feels like there's no end in sight

Will there be a change in the future

Crushing waves want me to drown

But still i stand I won't back down

Still I'm holding on to hope

Neverending war

My mind this madness

Days full of grief and sadness

My nights so sleepless

This nightmare seems so endless

In despair I cry

Oh god please tell me why

Why won't you let me die

For so many years I suffered

Day after day fight after fight

It feels like there's no end in sight

Will there be a change in the future

Crushing waves want me to drown

But still i stand I won't back down

Still I'm holding on to hope

Still I'm holding on

Holding

So i cry out

Is there someone that can hear me

All around me only darkness

Will this be the end